last night wasn't fun. i was shaking for the majority of the night, and i cried for part of it...i felt horrible. and today wasn't any better. i felt like throwing up for part of the day, and i almost had to leave. the repercusions from last night are still coming at me, i just got one when liz read my entry from yesterday saying how the friendship that we have (or so i hope) isn't worth fixing since it will all just come crashing down again. but maybe this will make some things better. i'm going to try to change the way i act, and the only reason why i know i should put the effort forward to change is because liz told me straight out what pisses her off sometimes. and i thank her for that. i'm off to go download the all-american rejects album. good night all. have fun at your little lock-in thingy, liz and dayna.