Escaping through the mists of time.

Another Journal. Just for me.

2.20.2003

the things i've said
they all come around again
all the things i've done
kick me once i'm done
i did what i thought was right tonight
you blame for not caring
you blame me for ending a life

i just did what i felt was right
there's no reason for this fight
i feel worse about you crying all night
won't you please leave me alone and let me fade away into...

i'm not regretting tonight
it was going to happen anyway
i should've just walked out into the dark
Walked away and not get into this tonight
I should put this knife away
i'm cutting myself for your pride
i'm killing myself on this night

i just did what i felt was right
there's no reason for this fight
i feel worse about you crying all night
won't you please leave me alone and let me fade away into...

does this show you i care?
does my blood spilling on the floor
show that i never really wanted to be there?
do my tears of death give you any idea of what i have inside?
does this bullet hole in my skull show i'm sick of you?
fuck if i care, i know you don't...

i just did what i felt was right
there's no reason for this fight
i feel worse about you crying all night
won't you please leave me alone and let me fade away into...

i just did what i felt was right
there's no reason for this fight
i feel worse about you crying all night
won't you please leave me alone and let me fade away into...

the night...

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