i did something that could have possibly fucked up a whole lot of shit. but you know what....i don't really care. this was gonna come out sooner or later anyway, i just happened to be the one to spill the beans and get shit for it. don't care. i might have lost a friend or two....i'll go on. not like i'm going to die because of this; it's not like i'm going to be grieving over this for numerous days on end...i'm just going to suck it up, drink a few cans of beer, keep my feet firmly planted on the ground and not take shit. i'm off to my room, since i don't feel like saying anything more. good night. fuck off.